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gnight.
i'm tired.
i just read a journal entry of someone who came out to their parents, and it didn't go too well. i think about telling my parents sometimes. i just don't think i can. dave from work thinks they already know, and maybe they do, but there is a huge difference in knowing and knowing. i try to picture the scene, and it always ends up badly. i think my sister's reaction would hurt the worst because i know she wouldn't take it well, and that would be so hard for me to deal with. i feel bad enough keeping this from her. there was a time when she and i had no secrets from each other. *sigh* i need to relax some. chances of that hapening anytime soon are slim to none.
i did manage to get some things done today. go me.
i miss having someone to hold. (guess i need to get used to it though. it won't happen again)
i just read a journal entry of someone who came out to their parents, and it didn't go too well. i think about telling my parents sometimes. i just don't think i can. dave from work thinks they already know, and maybe they do, but there is a huge difference in knowing and knowing. i try to picture the scene, and it always ends up badly. i think my sister's reaction would hurt the worst because i know she wouldn't take it well, and that would be so hard for me to deal with. i feel bad enough keeping this from her. there was a time when she and i had no secrets from each other. *sigh* i need to relax some. chances of that hapening anytime soon are slim to none.
i did manage to get some things done today. go me.
i miss having someone to hold. (guess i need to get used to it though. it won't happen again)