Finally almost over....

Well, Parent/teacher conference are half over. Today was not that bad mainly because the police were here all day. I guess things will calm down eventually. It's just very strange. I gave a statement to the police for almost an hour today. It was quite long and detailed, but I figure that's better than not being thorough.

On to other things. i have enjoyed reading all the journals lately. I haven't replied to very many, but I have read all the same. It's amazing and wonderful that there are so many different kinds of people in the world. I had almost forgotten that. Well, I should be ready if a parent walks in.

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I am in a crappy mood right now, and I don't know why. That makes me really upset. If i can't be happy, I would like to at least know why.
Jason is helping me look for a hotel to stay in when I go to Columbus for Thanksgiving break. He and I are going Apartment Hunting. That should be fun. We are looking for a 2 bedroom, 2 bath so we can have "alone time" when we need it.
Ok, for anyone reading this- Jason is my best friend, he is not my boyfriend, he was never my boyfriend, and he will never be my boyfriend. This is not to say I don't love him because I do very deeply; it just means we aren't romantic. He is the brother I never had.
So anywho- Back to the main post- We will be looking for a place together. It should be blast. I cannot wait to have my own place. Living at home is soooooooooooo dificult. i can never talk to my mom and dad about my personal life because they would fly off the handle. It wouldn't be good for the rest of my family either so at home I must try to be the person I was before I went to college. She is so different from the person I am now. College opened my eyes up to a whole other I didn't know existed. It was so freeing to be able to express myself without worrying what my family would think. I had always been Coach Holly's daughter or Jessica's sister. Then I moved to the northern panhandle and I became Michelle. People liked me for being Michelle. That was so awesome. And then.... I moved home. And all the little jokes and oppressions that bothered me a little bit before I left completely drives me insane now. So basically i survive by spending time online. My friends from college have been my saving grace. I wonder how much I have spent on calling cards in the last year and a half?
Ever wonder how life can be so boring and crazy at the same time? I feel so out of control, and i need to feel in control. Who's know when I'll get it.