A wise word

I have had friends in my life that have tried to convince me that I need to look out for myself. Well, this week has proven once and for all that THAT IS THE BIGGEST BUNCH OF CRAP ANYONE COULD COME UP WITH. Either my heart is too sensitive, or i am terrible at being selfish but the only thing looking out for myself first has caused me is heartache. I can't stand myself right now, and it's because I was being selfish instead of being concerned with another human being's welfare. I'm so mad and upset right now. I don't know whether to cry or punch out my computer. I'm getting sick right now, thinking about what I've done. Perhaps the road will be icy, and kill myself going around a sharp turn. A cheery thought to the end of a cheery day.

BTW: Happy advent season.

One birthday wish

Ok, so I don't make a big deal about birthdays, but come one- just Jason remembered? Of course my mother did, my dad did after she told him, and my sister got me a present- (go jessica) after that, only one friend remembered.
sad now.

for some irony check out the music that was on the radio when I wrote this.