What we think, we become.

And I would feel better if I wrote them. I just get wrapped up in my own head.
some bullets:
-I almost got another dog yesterday.
-Dave is a wonderful, wonderful friend.
-I am uber depressed. I wish I knew what caused it.
-I need to set some hard and fast rules for myself
-I should turn the heat down in my office.
-I wonder if Dave would want to come over and help me decorate.
-I'll give him first crack
-I got some more grown-up bed sheets. *grin*


That's about it.

I am waiting on my character in FarmVille to finish "planting." I like this kind of computer game. Lots of organization.

I have several things to do today. I actually have a lot of errands. I need to:
-Get a prescription refilled
-go get my car liscense
-grocery shop for my thankgiving
-hopefully get Melvin a bath
-wash the comforter
-call my parents
-get some things at target
-call the doctor

I am considering emailing Phil. This sounds hard, but I think the correct course of action. I would hope he doesn't know what he's doing, andd that I'm reading way too much into by thinking he's asking Dave to choose. It will probably be futile though considering. I just odn't know what to say, and it's so hard to ask for what I want.

I also managed to pull that muscle between your shoulder blades. I have no idea, but it's hurting now. Maybe it was the extremely heavy bags of produce...

Well first up is breakfast. I'm thinking egg on an english muffin.

I am halfway done with this semester. so far so good, i've been keeping up ok... it helps that one class doesn't really have homework.

i have been dreaming like a mad woman lately. Weird, vivid dreams, and leave me disturbed. Last night, part of the dream was I parked my car in a different spot for work (which wasn't Stanton's, but had all the same people working there) and left it overnight. In my dream, I was really proud of doing that. When I went back to get the car the next day, though it had been crushed and was upside down. I had parked in front of a no parking sign... weird...

my parents are coming for the concert. eeek.

I am going to try to take doughnuts to work. This means I need to get in the shower. like, now.

I so rarely write things anymore.
I am sitting here thinking that it is so late, and it's not - only 10pm.
I am going on a walk tomorrow with some coworkers, then church, then Dave's.
Dave actually came and waited here for my bed to arrive. I just don't deserve him.
I can't begin to describe how lucky I am to have him in my life. I want to talk to him tomorrow about school and things. I don't want him to be uncomfortable around me because I am in school and he is not.
I am missing Jumbo tonight. Just the reality. He was a good dog. It's hard to know he won't be there tomorrow.
I hope Melvin is up to this walk tomorrow. It will be far longer than what we normally do. I hope I am up to it. my knee is killing me.
I'm so excited about my bed. now I want lots of new furniture. I may save and get a couch.
I cleaned my apartment, and then had Aladdin's for dinner. It was awesome as always, but now I taste the garlic from the Foole M Damas.
I have so much produce to use. I am hoping I can talk Dave into cooking tomorrow. Hw was cute - he asked me if we could "slum it" with Ruby Red Absolut since that was all he had by way of vodka.
Life is going to get hectic starting very soon.

I am hoping I get calmed down after this week.
Two more assignments in Management.

Health services starts Monday.

Life isn't going too badly.

Blah...

I had a decent day off. I got several things done, and worked 5 hours at the center. I got a spiffy case for my phone and a new bluetooth.

I do want to endorse a new favorite at Northstar: the coleslaw. I recevied it by mistake last week with my burger, and holy crap it's good.


Things were really crappy last week. I had amini breakdown and stuff, but thigns are looking ok this week.

I need to go shower and get ready for work.

for the record, I am addicted to Starbucks. I am sitting here thinking "mmmmm, Mocha."

Band starts tonight. I'm not ready. I don't feel ready for anything lately.
I'm really tired this morning. I stayed up to watch OSU lose it last night. eh.
When I heard the weather on NPR I actually drug myself out of bed and made it to work by 8:30 this morning.
I am wearing my new Ralph Lauren Sweater today. It's comfy.

I'm feeling blah.

blah, i feel cruddy.

just anxious and stuff.

melvin took off out the door again. i chased him 5 blocks. i wonder what would have happened if i hadn't.

ate waaaaaaaaay tooooooooooo much today.

running the heat too often.

i have alot to do.

i'm definitely going to bed early.

Well, I had intended to try this "post every day for a month" thing, but look at that- it's the 3rd.

Money, which is normally an issue with me, will be doubly so this month. I only have 100 dollars left after I pay the bills.

I got rear ended (well, the car did) on Friday evening. B*tch drove away too. I haven't decided if I want to turn in the accident report or not. the bumper will need fixed.

I have an assignment due on Monday (a week from now) that I'm procrastinating on. I also need to get motivated on this final project for the other class.

Did I write about taking my final in 60002? It wasn't too bad. It had 5 groups of questions, of which we could choose 3 groups to answer. The one girl who had caused such a problem the night of the review was at it again. One of the questions you could choose to answer was the same thing she had freaked out about the week before. So she gets all "So you're saying question 5 is mandatory?!?!?" And the professor just said, "read the instructions" First, the instructions clearly stated to choose any three, and even if you chose to do that question, one of the title pages she gave us to encode was the same one she gave us for review. You could have memorized it for Christ's sake. I'm anxious to see my grade.

Random things are going on in my brain.

Have you seen the doggy halloween video on yahoo! videos? If you haven't, you must go and look. search for "doggy halloween" sooooooooooooooooooo cute.

Had a meet-n-greet with Melvin and Dave's kids. Dot and Bean were ok, Jumbo not so much. I'm a little worried about it. He's also super interested in the cats... I ended up having to bring Melvin home and go back over. Well, we have a month before I have to go on my trip.

Dave gave me a super cute card. I'm so glad he and I are friends.

I'm sad I'm going to NYSSMA that weekend. I was really hoping to plan something for my birthday. Oh well- that's what I get for breaking my plan to not get excited over it.

I have an awesome idea for pasta. I bought some mushrooms, and I have some artichokes and frozen spinach. Do that all up, mix w/cooked pasta- pour in a baking dish, and top with these mozzarella slices I have... sounds yummy!

I think that's enough for now. I should try to do some work, and i need to run a couple of errands before class. I hoep we get out early- we only have a guest speaker...