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Stupidness
Jan. 10th, 2003 09:29 amI hate kids. I get so aggravated. GRRR. oh well.
I seem to be writing about school alot. I wish i could think of something different, but i can't. when i am involved in something, i become consumed by it almost. Lord, give me strength. I get so upset because I can't trust the kids. Everytime i try, they break it, and it makes me disappointed. I really don't know if I can make it through June. Just have to keep thinking only 110 days left. I can make it 110 days. I can do it. I can do it. i think to help it along, i will write up anyone who is being stupid.
Friendships are really helping me. I miss jason and dave so much. i want to be involved in their lives, but i can't be because of distance. it's really hard to be so far away. I had my first real laugh last night in a long time. dave told me this story about an argument ha and dr lee had. i can just see the whole thing happen. lol- it still makes me smile. i am so glad i have people like them in my life. they make me feel loved. yay.
i am hungry. i hope i can make through lunch. i am also tired. like falling alseep tired. weird. i have jazz band tonight also. we have a gig on sunday. should be fun. i have friends in jazz band, but not nearly so special.
i wish i wasn't so sad all the time.
I seem to be writing about school alot. I wish i could think of something different, but i can't. when i am involved in something, i become consumed by it almost. Lord, give me strength. I get so upset because I can't trust the kids. Everytime i try, they break it, and it makes me disappointed. I really don't know if I can make it through June. Just have to keep thinking only 110 days left. I can make it 110 days. I can do it. I can do it. i think to help it along, i will write up anyone who is being stupid.
Friendships are really helping me. I miss jason and dave so much. i want to be involved in their lives, but i can't be because of distance. it's really hard to be so far away. I had my first real laugh last night in a long time. dave told me this story about an argument ha and dr lee had. i can just see the whole thing happen. lol- it still makes me smile. i am so glad i have people like them in my life. they make me feel loved. yay.
i am hungry. i hope i can make through lunch. i am also tired. like falling alseep tired. weird. i have jazz band tonight also. we have a gig on sunday. should be fun. i have friends in jazz band, but not nearly so special.
i wish i wasn't so sad all the time.
