Soooooooooooooooooooooooo,
Had a better day than anticipated, got to play my bone and go out and have some fun. It was enjoyable. Things have evened out for the time being. I will probably make the last post private in the next day or so. I can’t believe I actually typed it out in the first place. It’s a very delicate line I draw with what to put in this journal. Even though not many read this, I know some do, and I feel guilty for sharing bad things. IT is ingrained in me that women’s feelings don’t count- we should be all about pleasing the others we are with.
Had a better day than anticipated, got to play my bone and go out and have some fun. It was enjoyable. Things have evened out for the time being. I will probably make the last post private in the next day or so. I can’t believe I actually typed it out in the first place. It’s a very delicate line I draw with what to put in this journal. Even though not many read this, I know some do, and I feel guilty for sharing bad things. IT is ingrained in me that women’s feelings don’t count- we should be all about pleasing the others we are with.