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happiness is what i feel right now. nervousness too, but that's not at the forefront.

i keep saying to myself "she likes me, she really likes me!"

there is so much to write about, but its bedtime. it will have to wait.

looking for song lyrics......
CeCe Peniston
Finally


Finally it has happened to me right in front of my face and
I just can not hide it

Meeting Mr. Right, the man of my dreams
The one who shows me true love (or at least it seems)
With brown cocoa skin and curly black hair
It's just the way he looks at me that gentle loving stare

BRIDGE:
Finally you've come along
The way I feel about you,
It just can't be wrong
If you only knew the way I feel about you
I just can't describe it

CHORUS:
Finally it has happened to me right in front of my face
My feelings can't describe it
Finally it has happened to me right in front of my face and
I just can not hide it

I seems so many times
You seemed to be the one
But all he ever wanted was to have a little fun
But now you've come along
And brightened up my world
In my heart I feel it, I'm that special kinda girl


This song isn't exactly right, but its what has been going through my head all day.

another week

another week of school. sigh. i have so many other things going on i just don't feel like teaching. but i will, and things will be ok.
i cannot describe everything i am feeling right now. happiness that something wonderful is happening in my life. she makes me feel wanted, and admired, and i have never had that like this before. it's like riding the world's longest roller coaster. if me and my stomach make it through the 1st of march....
i am also extremely sad. my happiness is hollow if i can't share it. it is doubly harmful if it hurts others i love.

only a month, thats so close. I have a gazillion worries. and i am about to die from anticipation

ready to tell the whole world and wanting to keep it to myself.

i hit the bottom just now, i better not type anymore.
gnight