another saturday night.....

I am sitting at home, watching the Real World/Road Rules Challenge. It's pretty exciting. Not really, but hey. They just brought back Dan- YAY- he is such a queen, but he is so cute. I loved him and Sarah the best from the Miami season

I got my offical "RIF"(Reduction In Force) notice yesterday. That basically means that once my contract is up in June, I am officially unemployed. I am not really upset over it. I had planned on leaving, and now I don't have to be the one who quits. It also means I can draw unemployment this summer if I don't find a position. There is also a possibility that I won't lose my job at all. I am hoping I will.

We had all-county band auditions today. All my children showed up. That makes me feel happy. I am growing attached to them. They actually look to me as a band director. :-( This makes things complicated. I am just so bad at this job. Mr deJaager sent me some possibilties of new jobs. That also makes things complicated. Crap.

It is quiet online without people to talk to. I just wish I knew what I wanted.

I might go try to fix my computer.

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I HATE WHEN PEOPLE DON'T FUCKING LISTEN

Anybody
know Dell's policy on repair work? The shops that are close by to me are really, really crappy. This is going to be more work than I can handle.

I feel really useless right now.