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so it seems like i have made another enemy.
on a completely different note, how does one know when they are actually clinically depressed? you see these commercials for different prescription drugs, and I fit all the symptoms, but i always feel like if i would just calm myself down, maybe be more organized, maybe pray harder, live better, I would be ok.
I have been running so long while trying to hold the puzzle pieces of my life together that I don't know what i would do if I did stop.
ok, this is not a knock on people that take antidepressants- because I know people that take them and it does wonders, but how do they work? even if i do take a pill, my stessors are still there- won't they still bother me? is it like when I drink- i still know i have to go home(or whatever), but my emotions toward that thought are deadened?
22 days and counting.
on a completely different note, how does one know when they are actually clinically depressed? you see these commercials for different prescription drugs, and I fit all the symptoms, but i always feel like if i would just calm myself down, maybe be more organized, maybe pray harder, live better, I would be ok.
I have been running so long while trying to hold the puzzle pieces of my life together that I don't know what i would do if I did stop.
ok, this is not a knock on people that take antidepressants- because I know people that take them and it does wonders, but how do they work? even if i do take a pill, my stessors are still there- won't they still bother me? is it like when I drink- i still know i have to go home(or whatever), but my emotions toward that thought are deadened?
22 days and counting.
