sigh

Another birthday come and gone. common times.
i cooked alot today- not everything turned out, but oh well. supper was good- barbequed pork chops and potato salad.

i wish i were lying beside jennifer right now. that was nice. so very nice to just be near someone else. i want things to work so badly, and i am so scared of screwing up.

ok, going to bed before i go insane.