hmmmmmmm

I guess everyone is out having memorial day fun. *sniff*


I'm just lonely, and increasingly concerned that those feelings will only intensify once I move.

It's hard because, no matter how unhappy I was in Oak Hill, I always had the specter of some place else to look forward to. Now, I don't have that luxury.


I am a little disturbed at the amount of tv shows devoted to "making over" people. i watched a couple episodes of "What Not To Wear" today, and the last one bothered me. The woman left the show more self-conscious of her body and it's flaws than she was before. There was nothing wrong with how she looked before. grrr.


other news: polish sausage with peppers and onions is on the docket for supper. yum.

it's late

i need to go to bed, but sleep is escaping me.

i have so much running through my head right now. i feel like i never slow down. i'm going back to the pride band. jennifer is right, i need to meet people. i decided this weekend that i need to quit assuming she is being mean spirited when she says things like "you need to get out and meet more people." that voice in my head says "see, she means- meet other people so i dont' have to hang out with you." when the more rational part of me realizes she could very well just be caring about me. i need to quit listening to that voice so much.


well, i must try sleep. work will come early.