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another week
Jul. 5th, 2004 10:16 pmanother week gone by. this one went fast. zooming along.
wednesday will be the official 1 year anniversary of my employment at stanton's. what a year! i've gone through a bunch this year. i can't even begin to explain it all.
it's weird having the house to myself. i still have to keep things picked up and such because karen might be bringing griffin over to stay during the day some. he (griffin, the dog) definitely knew something was up. he was beside himself this morning. it's good that he's staying with karen- 1, she knows him better and can read him better, 2, he'll have Gwen to play with. on a side note, karen has been nice to me. which i take as a good sign.
i haven't mentioned this to anyone, but i have a bad feeling about this trip jennifer is on. like the kind of bad feeling i had the weekend before mccoy's baby was born 3 months premature, i hope i'm wrong. and it's not like these feelings are 100% accurate, i'm just worried. i copied down the relevant info from jennifer's itinerary so i would have a clue, and jennifer's parents said i could call if i needed something, so if something does happen to her, i'm sure they'll call.
i have to get a handle on my spending. i'm not really buying frivolous things, but spending too much at the grocery store and whatnot. funfunfun.
my parents did not call, and didn't answer either the landline or the cell. hmmmmmmm.
i have been thinking about contacting some people. i haven't decided whether it would help or not. i have pretty much decided to not ask for the other job. i just don't feel up to learning the ins and outs of a new group. the work wouldn't bother me, it's the interpersonal relationships. most likely it would be ok, but things aren't terrible where i am. i really like this house, this location. i can't explain why, but the moment i stepped in the door that july afternoon, it felt like home. when i feel things that strongly, i listen. there are other things that i'm trying to listen to. only time will tell if i'm successful or not. i would could perhaps be persuaded to move elsewhere though, if a certain friend (started with a d, ends with an ave) wanted to move to Columbus.
well, it's bedtime. gnight
wednesday will be the official 1 year anniversary of my employment at stanton's. what a year! i've gone through a bunch this year. i can't even begin to explain it all.
it's weird having the house to myself. i still have to keep things picked up and such because karen might be bringing griffin over to stay during the day some. he (griffin, the dog) definitely knew something was up. he was beside himself this morning. it's good that he's staying with karen- 1, she knows him better and can read him better, 2, he'll have Gwen to play with. on a side note, karen has been nice to me. which i take as a good sign.
i haven't mentioned this to anyone, but i have a bad feeling about this trip jennifer is on. like the kind of bad feeling i had the weekend before mccoy's baby was born 3 months premature, i hope i'm wrong. and it's not like these feelings are 100% accurate, i'm just worried. i copied down the relevant info from jennifer's itinerary so i would have a clue, and jennifer's parents said i could call if i needed something, so if something does happen to her, i'm sure they'll call.
i have to get a handle on my spending. i'm not really buying frivolous things, but spending too much at the grocery store and whatnot. funfunfun.
my parents did not call, and didn't answer either the landline or the cell. hmmmmmmm.
i have been thinking about contacting some people. i haven't decided whether it would help or not. i have pretty much decided to not ask for the other job. i just don't feel up to learning the ins and outs of a new group. the work wouldn't bother me, it's the interpersonal relationships. most likely it would be ok, but things aren't terrible where i am. i really like this house, this location. i can't explain why, but the moment i stepped in the door that july afternoon, it felt like home. when i feel things that strongly, i listen. there are other things that i'm trying to listen to. only time will tell if i'm successful or not. i would could perhaps be persuaded to move elsewhere though, if a certain friend (started with a d, ends with an ave) wanted to move to Columbus.
well, it's bedtime. gnight
