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it's a world of laughter, a world of tears
Mar. 1st, 2005 11:17 pmwow,
i just discovered that nathan, and his girlfriend tracy, have livejournals. nathan was one of my best friends in high school- we were so close, that i knew when it was him calling me on the phone, and often i knew what he wanted. we sat 1st and 2nd chair trombones through most of high school, and playing beside of him- we were so in sync with one another- i haven't experienced that quite the same way before or since. we had planned on going to college together, become band directors, and we would find some place where he could be the middle school director, and i could be the high school director. alas, our dreams were just that, and we went our separate ways. i still talk to him some, there will always be that old familiarity of deep, true friendship, but we are different people now. i want to show him my journal- but there is that little part of me that's scared. *sigh* i have growing up to do still yet.
i just discovered that nathan, and his girlfriend tracy, have livejournals. nathan was one of my best friends in high school- we were so close, that i knew when it was him calling me on the phone, and often i knew what he wanted. we sat 1st and 2nd chair trombones through most of high school, and playing beside of him- we were so in sync with one another- i haven't experienced that quite the same way before or since. we had planned on going to college together, become band directors, and we would find some place where he could be the middle school director, and i could be the high school director. alas, our dreams were just that, and we went our separate ways. i still talk to him some, there will always be that old familiarity of deep, true friendship, but we are different people now. i want to show him my journal- but there is that little part of me that's scared. *sigh* i have growing up to do still yet.
