friday again, and hell hath no fury....

i wish i could type out everything i'm feeling.

worry, sadness, anger, guilt.

i feel bad for worrying about how i'll get to work if gas shortages come to pass, when i know there are people w/o the basic necessities of life.

the shock of watching people suffer, from a preventable tragedy.- yes, i know the hurricane wasn't preventable, but this aftermath was. they(the gov't) had been told time and again the levees would fail when faced with a storm of this magnitude, but they didn't listen.

while i'm at it, i agree w is an idiot, but to put all the blame on him for this is ridiculous, ok? there are definitely things he could have done differently, but there is enough blame for everyone to share.

i wish i could do something.
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i am already planning out how much gas i have in the car, versus how much i use. if push comes to shove, the only place i need to drive to is work. calculating in church, and rehearsals, plus a few extra miles, i drive about 75 miles a week. that means i have conservatily a two week supply right now. i could probably stretch that into 3 weeks. i really don't think any gas shortage would be long lived. i am debating topping off the couple of gallons i've used the last 3 days. i hope i am being paranoid.

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i am bored, and every one of the people i have tried to call tonight are at high school football games. i miss highschool football. i miss teaching a band as well. i am thinking about joining the choir at king ave. i keep feeling drawn to it. i also keep thinking i need a job, and joining another group wouldn't help
that.

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i am still hovering around 282. i should be more careful with what i eat.

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well, that's enough for today.