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grrrr to project runway. i think that people with their own stores shouldn't be allowed to participate. and what was up with debra messing? was she some fashion person before she was a sitcom star? i don't remember who it was last year though...

talked with dave last night. there is a lot i want to tell him, but i'm afraid to. a big part of me wants to tell him to get out of there before it's too late. but i haven't been able to figure out how much of that is me wanting him in columbus. and part of it is my experience- and i didn't realize how depressed i was until i got out of the situation. but there is the eternal optimist in me that wants to agree with the notion that things will get better. it was hard for me to walk away from mhhs even after everything because there was a slim chance things could get better. i really don't think that he'll ever be really happy while he's teaching there though. i have more thinking to do about this.

tonight is the looooong night.

the concert is soon. i'm excited and a little sad that it will be over. of course, then comes pride. i absolutely have to get out and start walking again. it is a must.

i looked at doggies online last night. i don't why i'm doing that when i don't know if i'll even be able to get one. i'm not entirely sure i'll be able to afford one even if i could get one. hmmmmmm.

it would be col if d&p bought d&b's condo. i so love that place!