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Aug. 25th, 2006 10:09 pm*sigh*
It's been an overwhelming week. Work is starting to pile up, and I need to figure out how to fix that. I need to get a clear handle on stuff with CapPride and Stanton's. I'm not sure how to do that. *deep breath*
I am also worried about several people. I didn't explain to Dave tonight my thoughts on how I am "tuned in" to those close to me. The basics are there are a few people I am close to that I am so empathetic with that my mood is affected by theirs- no matter the distance and whether I have knowledge of their current mood. Most of the time this manifests itself as me falling into a deep funk with no tangible reason why. More often than not, I find out later that one of these people are having a bad day/week/experience. Of course, it can work with other emotions. The most memorable of which was with Jason.
I was teaching in WV at the time. I woke up in the middle of the night- sat straight up in bed- my heart was pounding, I was breathing heavily, I could hear the blood rushing through my ears. It took me probably half an hour to calm down enough to go back to sleep. I could not for the life of me figure out what had caused this reaction. I hadn't been dreaming, at least I didn't remember it, and if it had been that terrifying/amazing, I think I would have. Anyway- the next day I get a call from Jason- he is in Huntington, and wants to come visit me. I say "Why are you in Huntington"- and he says "I'll tell you when I get to your house." Long story short- Jason had an *ahem* experience with a guy and my bolt awake corresponded perfectly with that event.
I am also suffering from a bit of a cold. ugh.
I need to figure out money situation. I am enjoying my newfound responsibilities with CapPride but i am worried. it is bringing up a lot of stuff I've really worked to get rid.
I also have a very busy busy weekend. mmboy, fun.
Ok, I should go to bed.
It's been an overwhelming week. Work is starting to pile up, and I need to figure out how to fix that. I need to get a clear handle on stuff with CapPride and Stanton's. I'm not sure how to do that. *deep breath*
I am also worried about several people. I didn't explain to Dave tonight my thoughts on how I am "tuned in" to those close to me. The basics are there are a few people I am close to that I am so empathetic with that my mood is affected by theirs- no matter the distance and whether I have knowledge of their current mood. Most of the time this manifests itself as me falling into a deep funk with no tangible reason why. More often than not, I find out later that one of these people are having a bad day/week/experience. Of course, it can work with other emotions. The most memorable of which was with Jason.
I was teaching in WV at the time. I woke up in the middle of the night- sat straight up in bed- my heart was pounding, I was breathing heavily, I could hear the blood rushing through my ears. It took me probably half an hour to calm down enough to go back to sleep. I could not for the life of me figure out what had caused this reaction. I hadn't been dreaming, at least I didn't remember it, and if it had been that terrifying/amazing, I think I would have. Anyway- the next day I get a call from Jason- he is in Huntington, and wants to come visit me. I say "Why are you in Huntington"- and he says "I'll tell you when I get to your house." Long story short- Jason had an *ahem* experience with a guy and my bolt awake corresponded perfectly with that event.
I am also suffering from a bit of a cold. ugh.
I need to figure out money situation. I am enjoying my newfound responsibilities with CapPride but i am worried. it is bringing up a lot of stuff I've really worked to get rid.
I also have a very busy busy weekend. mmboy, fun.
Ok, I should go to bed.
