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Jan. 7th, 2007 09:28 amLast night was ok.
Dave D called me right as I was pulling up to Jennifer's. I feel terrible that I was very distracted and didn't get to talk long. :-( I will apologize.
The party itself was ok. Nice people though I was the youngest there by at least 17 years (that's how much Jennifer is older than me.) I don't really know what possessed me to even go. I should have stayed home and done stuff here. As it was I got home at 10:30pm and didn't wind down until almost 1am. I am a tired kid this morning. I had intended to get up and do some stuff before church, but that didn't happen.
I read a lot of past entries last night. I went back to this time 3 years ago because whether Jennifer remembers or not, this party 3 years ago was the beginning of the end for our relationship. This was the party we were supposed to go to, but didn't because she got back from the Bunn Minnick party so plastered on Jagermeister that she fell off the toilet and I had to take care of her all night. I still think she remembers what she said to me that night, and that's what scared her away from me. After all that loveliness I read even farther back to when I was teaching. I was so depressed then. It's almost amazing I made it through that.
Now for a weird random fact- I had a dream last night that, among other things, featured![[livejournal.com profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/external/lj-userinfo.gif)
starrchilde's and rasilio's family. Considering I've never acually met them, that's a little odd. The one part I remember was trying to get their daughter to quit jumping on my bathroom scales.
Dave D called me right as I was pulling up to Jennifer's. I feel terrible that I was very distracted and didn't get to talk long. :-( I will apologize.
The party itself was ok. Nice people though I was the youngest there by at least 17 years (that's how much Jennifer is older than me.) I don't really know what possessed me to even go. I should have stayed home and done stuff here. As it was I got home at 10:30pm and didn't wind down until almost 1am. I am a tired kid this morning. I had intended to get up and do some stuff before church, but that didn't happen.
I read a lot of past entries last night. I went back to this time 3 years ago because whether Jennifer remembers or not, this party 3 years ago was the beginning of the end for our relationship. This was the party we were supposed to go to, but didn't because she got back from the Bunn Minnick party so plastered on Jagermeister that she fell off the toilet and I had to take care of her all night. I still think she remembers what she said to me that night, and that's what scared her away from me. After all that loveliness I read even farther back to when I was teaching. I was so depressed then. It's almost amazing I made it through that.
Now for a weird random fact- I had a dream last night that, among other things, featured
starrchilde's and rasilio's family. Considering I've never acually met them, that's a little odd. The one part I remember was trying to get their daughter to quit jumping on my bathroom scales.
