pizza

I ate a pizza tonight, and I'm not really upset about it. I had been good today so I wasn't too worried.
I must be feeling better because I'm not craving alcohol like I was. I haven't had anything since Tuesday. I do kinda want someo f that wine now, but it would be wasted on my full stomach.
None of the Daves have called me. boohiss. I hate that.
I really should have done some work this evning- typing minutes, laundry. I decided to do none of it. I just went for my pizza, and I am relaxing. I will probably head to bed super early.
I may and get starbucks in the morning.
I will also need to send some follow up emails. I sent several last monday for the band that i haven't heard back from.
My skin is itchy tonight.
I am contemplating my vacation time. I know i need to go to WV, I want to see the Jasons,and I'd like to do a mini trip for myself.
For the trip for myself I have two stipulations- I want to go someplace I've never been, and I want to go by myself. I'm leaning toward a metropolitan area. I havne't decided if I want to drive or fly. Driving would limit where I could go reasonably, but I wouldn't be tied down with a schedule. Flying would open up some things, but I'd have to get to the airport, but I also wouldn't have to worry about the car.
IN a little deeper, I feel like I've been too dependent on other people of late. I don't really mean like when I was breaking down this last weekend, I mean like- I called Jason to find out how to unstick the gas door on the car on Wed. I need to learn to do things on my own.
Well, let's vegetate some more before I go to bed.