snowy

It's snowing!

I got out of work early and stuff. I came home and shoveled, and tried to be lazy, but I couldn't do it. I'm working on some emails and things.

I need to balance the checkbook, do my breathing, and go to bed.

I helped Dave in his presentation by being a subject he was using EMDR on. That is Eye Movement Desensitivation and Reprocessing. It's a treatment used most in single Trauma cases (car accident, rape)/ PTSD. It was interesting. I didn't feel like i did a good job, but he seemed pleased and the class did as well so ok. He introduced me as "his best friend". awe.

I have had some wild dreams lately. One involving me wearing and getting lead around by a dog collar/leash, and then a very wild sex dream- I have now idea where that one came from.

I may try to get up in the morning and clean. At least dust and run the sweeper then come home after work and do the bathroom/kitchen. I might just wait to do it all tomorrow night- it won't take too long. I picked up everything tonight basically.

I have been uber anxious lately, and I'm trying to not control that solely through alcohol consumption.

I had more, and I forgot it.