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Jan. 4th, 2009 01:53 pmI still feel kind of off. I wish I could correct that.
Church was nice. Grayson gave the sermon. It was nice to hear him again. I felt bad for John though. It's always difficult filling someone else's shoes- especially in this case.
I really should go walk and exercise. I want to play on the internet. I also need to find time to study scores a bit. I have once again procrastinated and not done band work.
I am enjoying my new job a whole bunch. It is pressure, but not, and working with the other girls is nice, but also not necessary. So far my boss (immediate supervisor) is very nice. I can tell she's a stickler though. Nothing wrong with that when you don't plan to do anything wrong. Although I could always use more money, I feel incredibly lucky to be doing things I like to do.
I am determined to lose the 25 pounds needed to get me under 200. I need a totally kickass goal to work towards.
I want to get "into" facebook a little more. We'll see.
I totally love my iPod. I haven't messed around too much with it, but it's so cool to just have that much music at my fingertips. I use it in the car all the time.
Dave called this morning to firm up our normal Sunday evening, and to apologize for not calling me yesterday like he mentioned he would. I love that he's willing to do that. So often it seems as if my friends just assume I'll be ok with them changing plans last minute. "Oh Michelle will understand." You know, I'm going to tell you I understand, and that it's ok, and that you need to do whatever it is that is changing our plans because I was taught to be the accommodating woman who never thinks of herself, only others. In reality, I've probably put a reaosnable amount of thought and effort into our plans, and I'm really disappointed when you cancel or change them. Dave about floored me about 3 weeks ago with this. We had plans for our Sunday evening eventhough he was driving back from Clyde. I even "broke into the store" and got some books to use for caroling. Then he calls right as I was heading out to the door to cancel. I told him I understood and that I hoped he felt better. Inside I was so upset. But, being the wonderful person he is- he actually called me the next day to apologizwe for being a tool and cancelling! Actually apologized! No one ever apologizes to me! It made me happy he thought enough of me to do that.
I really need to exercise.
Church was nice. Grayson gave the sermon. It was nice to hear him again. I felt bad for John though. It's always difficult filling someone else's shoes- especially in this case.
I really should go walk and exercise. I want to play on the internet. I also need to find time to study scores a bit. I have once again procrastinated and not done band work.
I am enjoying my new job a whole bunch. It is pressure, but not, and working with the other girls is nice, but also not necessary. So far my boss (immediate supervisor) is very nice. I can tell she's a stickler though. Nothing wrong with that when you don't plan to do anything wrong. Although I could always use more money, I feel incredibly lucky to be doing things I like to do.
I am determined to lose the 25 pounds needed to get me under 200. I need a totally kickass goal to work towards.
I want to get "into" facebook a little more. We'll see.
I totally love my iPod. I haven't messed around too much with it, but it's so cool to just have that much music at my fingertips. I use it in the car all the time.
Dave called this morning to firm up our normal Sunday evening, and to apologize for not calling me yesterday like he mentioned he would. I love that he's willing to do that. So often it seems as if my friends just assume I'll be ok with them changing plans last minute. "Oh Michelle will understand." You know, I'm going to tell you I understand, and that it's ok, and that you need to do whatever it is that is changing our plans because I was taught to be the accommodating woman who never thinks of herself, only others. In reality, I've probably put a reaosnable amount of thought and effort into our plans, and I'm really disappointed when you cancel or change them. Dave about floored me about 3 weeks ago with this. We had plans for our Sunday evening eventhough he was driving back from Clyde. I even "broke into the store" and got some books to use for caroling. Then he calls right as I was heading out to the door to cancel. I told him I understood and that I hoped he felt better. Inside I was so upset. But, being the wonderful person he is- he actually called me the next day to apologizwe for being a tool and cancelling! Actually apologized! No one ever apologizes to me! It made me happy he thought enough of me to do that.
I really need to exercise.
