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Needs to get moving if I'm going to get breakfast. I don't need to go get breakfast. I should stay here and do work.

My plan for today includes:
-Shower
-Breakfast
-Center
-Cleaning my apartment
-work on final project
-vodka

No Dave's tonight :-( He and Phil had a party last night (which I was too anxious to go to) and Dave has been out of town. They probably need an evening together. Maybe next week. It makes me want to not go to Cindy's party because it is on a Sunday - the 29th - as well. Hmmmmmmm.

I hope this anxiety goes away soon. I don't enjoy being on just this side of panic attack for days on end.

In good news, when I did go over last night to see the place all decked out and all, Dave grabbed me, hugged me, and said "I Love you, you're my best friend, do you know that?" *inside happy dance*