![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
SO I didn't update on much of anything.
I made awesome sauce dinner for Dave and I on Sunday. Homemade stovetop mac-n-cheese, "meat"loaf (which was ok, but not great), Sauteed brussel sprouts and mushrooms, and deviled eggs (Dave's favorite.) The mac-n-cheese is awesome.
I finally heard from Kim amd Jasen. It's weird and complicated and I don't know what to do with it.
I did put up a profile on a Facebook like site for "Kinksters" called Fetlife. I'm trying to talk myself into going to a meet and greet this evening, but I don't know if I can do it alone. I really want to explore this side of me though.
My mom told me the most heartbreaking story. Jordyn is in a church class called cubbies - it's a part of Awanas - and it was her turn to pray on Wednesday. She said "I want to pray for MeeMaw because she is lonely since GrandDaddy had to go to Heaven, and I want to pray for GrandDaddy because he missed Halloween and I know he loves candy." It breaks my heart. I know my father is in a better place, and I am grateful for that, but the fact the he won't see his grandchildren grow up and Noah won't remember him just tears at my soul. I didn't have any of my grandparents for very long and I so wanted Jordyn and Noah to have that love in their lives.
I made awesome sauce dinner for Dave and I on Sunday. Homemade stovetop mac-n-cheese, "meat"loaf (which was ok, but not great), Sauteed brussel sprouts and mushrooms, and deviled eggs (Dave's favorite.) The mac-n-cheese is awesome.
I finally heard from Kim amd Jasen. It's weird and complicated and I don't know what to do with it.
I did put up a profile on a Facebook like site for "Kinksters" called Fetlife. I'm trying to talk myself into going to a meet and greet this evening, but I don't know if I can do it alone. I really want to explore this side of me though.
My mom told me the most heartbreaking story. Jordyn is in a church class called cubbies - it's a part of Awanas - and it was her turn to pray on Wednesday. She said "I want to pray for MeeMaw because she is lonely since GrandDaddy had to go to Heaven, and I want to pray for GrandDaddy because he missed Halloween and I know he loves candy." It breaks my heart. I know my father is in a better place, and I am grateful for that, but the fact the he won't see his grandchildren grow up and Noah won't remember him just tears at my soul. I didn't have any of my grandparents for very long and I so wanted Jordyn and Noah to have that love in their lives.
