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Jul. 24th, 2011 01:51 pmHoly crap I haven't updated in forever. I know I'd feel better if I did write.
Kristy and I are moving in together the first of August. Well, she's essentially moved into my place already, but we are moving to German Village soon. Sometimes I'm more excited than I can say, and other times I'm scared witless. It's mind boggling that mine is becoming ours. Melvin and Oden are getting along ok. They pretty much ignore each other which is fine by me.
I might go make some more iced coffee. Actually I want to walk up to the angry baker and get something sweet. I have so much packing to do that I'm not doing any of it. I really need to sort clothes and start going through papers and school stuff.
Through all this, I feel like I'm burying the submissiveness in me for Kristy. Not sure exactly how I feel about that. On one hand it's something i feel like I be able to give up, on the other hand I now I know how much I need that in my life. I just don't know.
I'm going to Dave's this evening to watch Harry Potter. Should be fun. I still miss our regular Sunday evening, but I'm getting more used to it. it just breaks my heart that he is like everyone else in my life, and dismissed me when he found something better, but now that I've recognized that, I'm getting my head wrapped around it. I'm going to bake a pie. :-) I need to go get that in the oven soon so It has time to cool. I also want a nap. I might take my nook. I hope I get some vodka.
in the weight category, I'm fat again. Not exercising and eating whatever I want will do that. I need to get back on the weightloss bandwagon. I hate being fat.
Kristy and I are moving in together the first of August. Well, she's essentially moved into my place already, but we are moving to German Village soon. Sometimes I'm more excited than I can say, and other times I'm scared witless. It's mind boggling that mine is becoming ours. Melvin and Oden are getting along ok. They pretty much ignore each other which is fine by me.
I might go make some more iced coffee. Actually I want to walk up to the angry baker and get something sweet. I have so much packing to do that I'm not doing any of it. I really need to sort clothes and start going through papers and school stuff.
Through all this, I feel like I'm burying the submissiveness in me for Kristy. Not sure exactly how I feel about that. On one hand it's something i feel like I be able to give up, on the other hand I now I know how much I need that in my life. I just don't know.
I'm going to Dave's this evening to watch Harry Potter. Should be fun. I still miss our regular Sunday evening, but I'm getting more used to it. it just breaks my heart that he is like everyone else in my life, and dismissed me when he found something better, but now that I've recognized that, I'm getting my head wrapped around it. I'm going to bake a pie. :-) I need to go get that in the oven soon so It has time to cool. I also want a nap. I might take my nook. I hope I get some vodka.
in the weight category, I'm fat again. Not exercising and eating whatever I want will do that. I need to get back on the weightloss bandwagon. I hate being fat.
