Why is this so hard

Well, 2 weeks. guess that's not so bad.
This blog is 9 yers old. It was started as a way for me to express myself fully while living in a plaqce I couldn't do that in real life. ANd it became a way for me to vent my frustration out into the void to avoid destroying myself. It is clear in the patterns when I'm feeling ok and when I'm depressed. I write much more when feeling down. Maybe that's why so many great poets were lunatics. THe dpression made them poetic.

So the big news is that I'm moving to Carbondale, Illinois, the beginning of January. It is this totally unexpected and surprise thing. Kristy has been taking classes online through Southern Illinois University, but it would be better for her to be on campus. So "we're packing up the the truck, and headed to beverly..." It's odd because I had no intention of ever moving out of Columbus. I will miss things here terribly, but I have become more and more convinced that my life is with Kristy - wherever that may be. :-)
So much to do with the move, I can't even begin. I will have several days off after Christmas to get my head on straight. Well, as straight as I can.

I'm excited to be an Aunt again. Ryleigh should be born any day. That's super exciting. Jordyn and Noah are cute because they are developing personalities and will carry on conversations with you. Just so adorable. I've got to find them something fun for Christmas.

Well, I need to finish lunch and get things cleaned up for Thanksgiving. yay.