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morning after
Mar. 11th, 2004 10:17 pmand then today sucks eggs.
i had 2 different coworkers ask me why jennifer was mad at me. it was a very not fun day. i talked to judy (one of the coworkers) and jason a good bit about the whole situation. i just want this resolved, damnit. i hate feeling like i am in 7th grade all over again. there is a fucking reason most of my middle school years are repressed in my memory. i need to calm down about it all. the stupid (??) part is that i still want to be friends with her. and i can't explain farther than i feel like i am supposed to be in her life. the same way i feel a purpose in being in each of my other close friends' lives. i'm guessing i need to talk to her. my trepidation is caused by not having a clue as to what she will say. most of the time i have an inkling. not this time. well, i am tired. i hope tomorrow is better.
i had 2 different coworkers ask me why jennifer was mad at me. it was a very not fun day. i talked to judy (one of the coworkers) and jason a good bit about the whole situation. i just want this resolved, damnit. i hate feeling like i am in 7th grade all over again. there is a fucking reason most of my middle school years are repressed in my memory. i need to calm down about it all. the stupid (??) part is that i still want to be friends with her. and i can't explain farther than i feel like i am supposed to be in her life. the same way i feel a purpose in being in each of my other close friends' lives. i'm guessing i need to talk to her. my trepidation is caused by not having a clue as to what she will say. most of the time i have an inkling. not this time. well, i am tired. i hope tomorrow is better.
