better

well, not really, but i am feeling a litle more like facing the world. (that could be the rum talking... hmmm)

i'm sorry if i've hurt anybody lately. the problem with me, is that i have a hard time separating different areas of my life. so when i have something wrong, it makes me worry about everything, even things that aren't broken or wrong. i hope my friends realize this.

i also ask for everyone's patience while i try to figure out how to pull myself out of this hole i'm in.

gnight world.
(that is definitely>/i> the rum talking)